Giving God complete and total control is very hard. Yet God has this verse.
Jeramiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
This is a poem I wrote during the healing prosses from that disorder.
I wanted to shrink until I could dissapear
Try’n to work around mealtime
Lose some weight that’s my design
What difference will it make
Try’n to hide it from my mom
Wish my worries with food were gone
Is this a bad road to take
Every thing inside was upside down
Thought chang’en the outside would calm everything down
Lie a bit there lose little weight here
I wanted to shrink until I could disappear
I got more worries now why
Friends are notic'en moms gonna cry
Is this hurting just me
Refuse to notice the trouble I make
My whole world seems full of hate
Will I ever truly be free
Liven this way is ly’en
Can’t you see inside your dy’en
Let me show you another way
Let me show you a better way
Jesus took my pain away
Now I’m walk'en with him each day
He’s shown me the road to take
Life holds no end of joy for me now
How did I miss this oh how
His love is truly great
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Thanks for sharing.
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